it appears that i care more than i wish i do. 

these panic attacks better stop soon.

i think deep inside, i’m more broken than ever.

and their egos. i guess you can’t ever have the best of both worlds. not yet at least.

i just miss you. 

cos you know me. or knew. 

only You know who i am.

yes, the stakes are higher now. 

oh how i'm learning... about what it means to be human.